It is so hard to say goodbye to someone you love, even when the last years have been so difficult. You have cared lovingly for your husband, even when he probably no longer seemed to be the man you married and you should have no regrets. Remember the good times, the happy times, the shared times, the special times – and cry when you want to cry. Perhaps one of his legacies is that he leaves behind a loving, thoughtful, caring and special wife. You should be proud of that! Please accept my condolences at such a hard time.