nellie...its all over,,,yippeee,,,,,try to be strong think of yourself,,,,if you were on this site we could all give you a hug,,,thats all some women want sometimes,.....not sex not gropes just a warm strong hug,,,,,no talking no lectures just a hug, you havent shared your problem with us,,,but if it helps,,,,,a lot of us have or are having problems in their life, but we all need to be strong,,,,,i have had severe depression,,,was all alone for years while my husband worked abroad, i have cried oaceans...lived on tablets..wanted to die many times,,,,,,but you have to get through it ,,,no one can do it but you, i have no reason to be depressed,,,but i lost my dad and then i lost my mum ,,,,they were divorced and my dad had someone else, i havent had a happy childhood no love in it, lots of things gone on in my life,,,,but be strong,,,move on and think of yourself,,,go treat yourself,,,,,,have a pamper day,,,,,,,take care,,,,we are all here for you,,,,,,and remember there is always someone here worse off than yourself,