Totally and completely loved each of my children from before they were even born. Loved being a Mum to them.
Never particularly wanted to be a grandmother........bad enough when my children picked their life partners, I felt pushed into second place in their affections. Then, of course, their children pushed me even further down the pecking order.
I was quite upset when my first adult child announced she was expecting, but twenty years and seven further g.children later, I am in a better place about this.
I know I fave birth to the best and most beautiful babies in the world. As all my g.children were very much planned and wanted by my daughters, I extend the love for my children to include their children - but never to anything like the same extent as the feelings I still have for my own children.
My sons wife decided she did not want children, and I must admit I do enjoy visiting them in a child-free atmosphere.
I have a pretty good relationship with all my g.children, a supportive and non-interfering g.mother. One, I had a great deal to do with in her earlier years,
Suppose I do love them, but not in anything like the absolute way I love my children.
Do not see anything wrong with that, surely that is the way it should be.