Hi new to GN. currently off work due to ill health, now been over 6 months off work as care assistant. Only 2 people from work keep in touch after nearly 4years there. Husband out at work. The situation with coronavirus making things worse. Need MRI scan, cameras to aid my recovery. I'm seeing Rhumatologist, Msk clinic all appointments are over telephone got physio phoning me this afternoon. My mobility getting worse. My husband and I went away to Blackpool overnight Saturday our 39th W/ Anniversary what a disaster, I slipped and fell over at a bus stop, high kerb how embarrassing, then bus driver didn't have change of £10 note. Was wet through with rain and fall. Trams not running. When eventually got bus told we couldn't sit together, I sat at back husband sat in middle. Everywhere we went people freaking out like we had the plague. One person in shop at time staff ordering you to stand here not there, Costa coffee takeaway only toilets not open. Asked shop owner where nearest toilets are. Told my husband going to bus station. Was directed to portable toilets 30p to go. Husband now nowhere to be seen. Phoned to let him know my whereabouts, coffee now cold, husband now needs 30p for toilets. B&b check in landlady put gun to head well took temperature I'm sure you don't need to touch head to take. By now I'm wet, cold, tired in pain and need to rest but no now taken to sink to wash our hands and given list of dos and don'ts. 3 flights of stairs no lift by now knackered in pain losing the will to live. Lol. Things didn't get much better that evening. I kid you not, didn't even get an anniversary card of hubby. Let's just say a gentle push off Blackpool pier was mentioning. Shame I didn't have the strength. DIVORCE the song comes to mind. Fed up. Gran. Don't even get me started on not seeing my beautiful granddaughters. Lockdown might as well be in prison. Xxxx