Good morning all from my bedroom, where it's extremely cosy and where I shall be for the next few days!! I'm so glad I got home, its snowing and it would have been so difficult for DH to come and get me.
No family are allowed in the hospital, so I went home in my pyjamas, looking extremely chic, as always, wrapped in a beautiful mustard coloured cape, a Christmas gift from my friend, supported to the car park by a nurse pushing my matching, bright yellow case. The yellow case scenario is yet another tale to tell.
The whole experience of taking ill was quite traumatic to say the least. A hospital full of Covid patients, no beds anywhere, including Coronary Care, exhausted staff, trollies of patients in A & E corridors etc..
I'm usually very stoic and resilient, but this experience took the feet from me. I had tried so hard, for so long to stay out of hospital, but I knew I was in deep trouble and needed help.
However, there were some moments of humour amidst it all, which I may share another day. ?
Although my medicines have been tweaked, there is little more intervention to be done. The prognosis isn't good because I don't fit the usual profile for this condition. I don't have furred arteries, nor leaky valves, have low cholesterol, eat a Mediterranean diet, don't drink, never smoked, etc. It is so unfair, ? I should have just led a debauched life, as it would have made no difference and I could have had so much fun! It looks like my RA is winning!
The way that the NHS have adapted to the pandemic and the inventiveness in getting round issues is astounding!
I have have nothing but admiration for all the staff, labouring under this massive strain of trying to cope with Covid and delivering the best care they can. The heart technician said to me that she hadn't signed up to put her life at risk, but she would still be doing the best she could. ?
The bed situation was so bad, that I could no longer shield ?and I could have wept for the staff nurse, who told me that she had four staff phone in the night before, to say they were now shielding. She had no idea how she was going to run her ward.
For anyone thinking of going out and about, just get your necessities and stay home, protect yourself and the NHS.
I had a Covid test in hospital and will need another one done tomorrow. Just to be on the safe side, I need to stay away from DH just in case I'm infected. Never in my wildest imagination, did I think I would be in this situation.
Unfortunately, I have lost track of everyone's news, in fact I've totally lost the plot entirely, so I'm sending my love and best wishes to all my virtual friends, especially those who are struggling. Feeling so overwhelmed by all the kind messages, and some PMs from people I have never seen posting. ?
The best thing of all, my estranged son arrived in the garden yesterday when I got home, with my darling granddaughter, I wept buckets!!!
Take care dear friends, I'm off to write my latest novel, novella. ?