Good morning all from a cloudy Glasgow.
Excellent news Mick, that nothing serious is going on. Hopefully this reassuring GP visit will help you to regain your confidence and you can get out and about again.
I'm just popping in to say thank you to those posters, who were concerned about my absence. I haven't been taking a break, just not felt up to posting and not wanting to sound a misery guts either nor seeking sympathy.
However, I thought it was best to stop any speculation, that someone has upset me, as my reason for not posting.
Recently, my health has become very problematic, especially my heart condition, which has become quite unstable, with no more options left to improve my quality of life. I have been advised to basically accept that this is my new normal, whatever that is. It is a bugger to say the least! I really thought I was invincible! ?
Late on Tuesday night, I had a bit of a fright. Without over dramatising the incident, my angina attack was so severe, I was close to phoning 999. My immediate thought was yet another heart attack was imminent. Thank goodness, as is the nature of the beast, it eventually settled down. There is a very fine line, in deciding to make that call and not..
Our local hospital is bursting at the seams, with Covid cases, with only emergency admissions, and after my last, frightening experience there, when no safe bed for me could be found, I will only be going, if things get critical. For someone, who has been in and out of hospitals for the last forty odd years, and was never phased by it, I have developed an irrational fear of going in and never coming out again.
Hopefully, a few more days of rest will settle things down. I am so frustrated, I have turned into Victoria Meldrew, grumpy and at odds with the world!
So may on here with worries, health or otherwise. I wish you all a peaceful and hopefully pain free day.
For those spending time with grandchildren, enjoy!
I will be seeing my darling, wee Dollie today, the best possible medicine. I am ecstatic to say the least! ?
Have a good day, whatever your plans!