Well, that's done it , I'm a blubbering mess !

Ouch! We’d have moved long ago had we not lived so close to the GC.
I know it can’t last as they grow up and each year they change. The youngest now doesn’t like to hold hands when I do the school collection. She doesn’t like giving a kiss but will put the back of her head near me for me to kiss her head. I cherish those moments as I know they will not last. How fortunate to have grandchildren to love.

DGD was with us during DD’s full time work from age one and stayed over at least once a week (still does) but when she was told off would wail ‘I want my Nanny’ Sheis very affectionate and says she’ll miss me, but she also misses her Mum.
In the summer holidays she is spending teo weeks with DS in Scotland and going on holiday for a week, so this year marks the loosening of physical ties but I know it will be harder for me than her. DD used to sing a song ’Love is like a magic penny, hold it tight and you haven’t got any’ and it’s sobyrue

not pathetic, a heartfelt post.5 years ago my son and children moved to northern ireland, i visit them often, i usually bottle my feelings when i leave them, the odd time i blubber., it s the price of loving them .Ive racked my brains,read loads about the subject,there is no way around the fact that moving away hurts.There's too much of 'its there lives, get over yourself ad finitum'

Please don’t take this as a criticism because we’re all different but my family might leave me but I will never ever leave them.

GS2 went to Legoland with his mum n dad. He made a Lego Grandma! How thrilled was I at the thought that I would recieve this precious little token as a holiday gift! No...whe they got home GS2 proudly told me Lego Grandma was staying in the lego prison with lego mummy and lego daddy!! I couldn't stop laughing!

Now she will (very politely) suggest I leave her alone if she is feeing solitary. I know that this is part of her make up and her getting older and try not to take it to heart. But it does bring tears to my eyes sometimes when I think how loving our relationship used to be.

Amalegra your relationship is still loving. Your granddaughter is politely telling you what she needs from you at that moment, which is space.
She'll appreciate you meeting her needs without a fuss and she'll still love you. It's not always about hugs and kisses.

Hazel93 Your post resonates with so many of us! My two DGD’s now 19 and 16 (DD’s 2 girls) are still always very polite but DH and I helped looked after them since they were born. Now they have far more in their lives eldest at uni and youngest just about to start college. I too miss the closeness we once had but that’s life I guess.

I wouldn't go

I know Missiseff I would never have left my DC and DGC but when I was young I moved away from my parents. Karma perhaps?

Definitely can relate. A son had finished Uni and decided to go abroad for a 'gap year' . Yes, I know you are supposed to do that before starting Uni. He went to Thailand (3 years there), and DH and I visited. Great time was had. However on leaving it was my birthday and DS saying his funds were limited so present wasn't much. He handed me a scroll he had written in Thai. Sentiment on scroll all about parents. Got in car to go to airport started blubbing.Boarded flight to Bangkok airport still blubbing. Cabin crew asking if I was scared of flying hence being upset. Bangkok airport, blubbed the whole time awaiting flight to UK. On plane and can recall watching the map showing our location. Over India and still going at it. Nothing DH could do or say helped. Eventually persuaded to have a few sips of brandy and it worked. I feel asleep until landing, absolutely exhausted. I did visit DS again in Thailand and other countries he lived in for 6 years without experiencing anything like it again. So yes, I can completely understand the non stop crying.

It's so lovely to hear your closeness with your grandchildren,must be so special ,I wish I could have it with mine, I thought I would but sadly I've not been allowed to,it makes me heartbroken that my grandson will think I never cared when I so wanted to be part of his life.
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Growing up I expected to live away from my parents (university etc) and I expected my children to move away too. What happened was I moved my parents to live near me when they were in their early 60s and my children moved away for university and work but after a few years returned to live in same village…, just shows!
Wouldn’t move away from my children/grandchildren now however tempting though - I’ve changed!

Our DGS is nearly 3, and sadly virtually non-verbal...I'd give anything just to hear 'Nanny'

Thank you all so much for your replies, most have made me smile, to those who are unable , for whatever reason, to see their grandchildren, my heart goes out to you.
Anyway, I am now feeling somewhat happier, it was just such a shock at the time, this little person who I love beyond measure sobbing and it was all my fault !
Upside being she popped around yesterday after nursery to bring her bucket and spade for me to pack ! Our favourite beach will be a couple of minutes away so all will be well - eventually !

Upside being she popped around yesterday after nursery to bring her bucket and spade for me to pack !

Now that has brought a tear to my eye! ?

Glad you're feeling a bit better - put that bucket somewhere safe! Hope all goes well.

I live alone in a house that is too big for me. However I stay in it because of all the memories but also because my two children visit and it’s “home” and my grandchildren love very regular sleepovers and call it “second home”. No way could I move and definitely not miles away, I love being just ten minutes away from one and an hour from the other.

When I was seriously ill at Easter I was told that I had to get better as my 15 year old grandson wants me to live for ever. I don't see him anything like as much as I did when he was little and he doesn't say much but I know he likes having me around.