maddyone
I hope you’re getting well too Dickens.
I was ill and in hospital too during that period, but I was only in for twelve days with Covid. With regard to my not having any visitors during that period, I’m not seething. I knew everything was being done by my doctors and nurses to get me well and frankly I didn’t/don’t care what people in Downing Street were doing. I cared about me getting well and going home and I put all my effort into that. No one could visit my elderly mother either when she was in hospital then. We accepted it because it was what it was. Luckily she got better at that time and so did I. Four months is a long time without visitors, hopefully you could talk on the phone to your husband and family.
Thank you maddyone - it's ongoing, but I'm not expecting any more lengthy stays in hospital (the last was my second four-month stint). And there are others who are far worse off than me, something I became aware of during my stay.
Anything over a few days in hospital feels like a long-time, and I suspect your 12 days was long enough for you to want to be back home PDQ. You must have been quite poorly with COVID to be in for that length of time.
I accepted the situation, I knew that keeping me in and away from other patients and visitors was in my best interests. It was confining though, and my room was tiny and cramped and I did have a couple of wobbly moments of panic - which is why I was allowed to stalk the corridors at midnight. I think I was more worried about my OH frankly, and it was the feelings of helplessness and the inability to do anything about it that led to the panic attacks.
As for what was going on in Downing Street - I don't think any of us knew anyway and, as you say, when you're ill in hospital, your focus is on getting well, and getting out.
My 'beef' with Johnson is his lack of honesty, the lies, the deception, and his refusal to accept any culpability or responsibility for his actions. He does indeed seem to feel that he should be free of the constraints that normally bind other people, and that we are callous for not allowing him to do so.
If he'd put his hands up right from the moment he was caught out and accepted whatever 'punishment' was seen as a necessary embargo on his parliamentary activities, 'Partygate' might never have got off the ground.