Good morning Mick and all GN's on a still clear dry day here in north yorkshire. I have not started the day well, been awake for hours, but dont know if anyone else has heard it, on channel 9 from about 4,30am to 5,30am it is lovely they just have birdsong on for that hour. So when it is too dark to get up and I am struggling anyway it is both calming and cheering to just put that on and the lights off and turn the other way so dont see any light from the screen and it is just lovely to listen to. So anyone else struggling at that time might like to give it a go. Well absolutely rubbish last night. I was in a lot of pain, couldnt find anyway to sit comfortably and I had wanted to do some more clearing up, but then felt so cold and miserable that I gave up and went to bed early. That did let me slowly warm up and be as comfortable as I could be but still not much sleep.
Then this morning a new addition to my woes!! I was getting dressed and reached for something and felt very dizzy, and had to quickly sit on the bed before I fell over. Not something that I often have to cope with, but my plan to go out very early for the paper has had to be put off until I am sure that I am totally ok and so far so good, but dont want to risk being driving and it happen again. I wouldnt dream of putting other people - or myself at risk, and my being able to drive is so important in my life, especially at the moment when I cant even do the walking that I was able to do, so at the moment I am just slowly starting the morning in the usual way and seeing how things go.
Today I was planning to stay in and catch up with jobs and tackle some more of the stuff from the dresser. I need to have everything cleared from inside the dresser and all the bags and stuff removed elsewhere so that I can take a picture of it empty. Then I can show that to anyone who might be interested and get back to one or two charity people to see if they are interested. So if I can get it all cleared out this weekend, it will be a good job done, must out of date and stuff got rid off, and will be cheered by the thought of it going and getting a decent size bookcase from a charity shop, to fill with my many books, so again clearing books from all the hither and thither places they are stacked.
Once the dresser has gone, I will find some willing hands and before I definitely decide where the bookcase is going I can try moving things about and see if there is a different way to set the room up, allowing for the fact that of course the cold weather is coming. That means that I will not want to have my desk right by the window as now. I have enjoyed watching the sun come up and the big tree which is actually in next doors garden, but shows above the fence and has provided me with much enjoyment. The squirrel has just now run along the fence and up the trunk. So each morning I enjoy seeing what wild life is about and the colours and views of the tree itself which is my early morning weather indicator. So I look at the branches and can judge the level of the wind and its direction etc. But now I need to change to winter design and put the desk further away from the draughts or cold outside. Once it gets really cold in the morning I look out at the weather but then swiftly shut the curtains to keep the warm in. No doubt people think in the winter I dont get up until about 9 o clock as I keep all the curtains shut until it has warmed up and even then leave the curtains shut in the bedroom in the day. So reluctantly I need to also look through the wardrobe and admit that I really will not need that sundress out. So it is the time for change, summer things washed and packed away in suitcases out of the way . Winter things inspected and some tried on and then decisions made as to what I really will not be wearing again and what needs to be checked out. I always put things away clean but not ironed, so the things that I decide are needed now can also add to the mountain of ironing to be spruced up ready to wear. Typically they have said that we shall get quite a bit of sunshine today, and not be likely to get any rain early on. Pity the Muker show day didnt get this weather.!
So hopefully , if my head is ok , I can look forward to a tidier room at least by this evening (but I wont hold my breath!) I definitely need a calmer quieter day, but if a friend wants to meet for coffee or I see something on today for a charity sale or coffee morning round about, the job will of course be abandoned for the joys of meeting friends and catching up with those who have been on grandparent duties , and are now glad to be home and catch their breath. So anything that actually gets done will be a plus, but I am not making a list, just do what I feel up to.
Ah the joy of Bach before 7 and it is the third movement of his Brandenburg which is a particular favourite of mine , so take that as a good omen for today. My morning coffee in my china mug and Bach to listen to, ah! I can now restart my day and pretend the earlier rubbish didnt happen!
I was sad to see the news about the funicular in Lisbon crash. I used them all the time when I was in Lisbon, and theywere always very reliable and the best way to get up and down the steep hills. I hope they can soon sort out the reason and make sure that things can be sorted and they keep going for many more years. It has been a great shock to everyone and I do hope that they can quickly identify the rest of the people killed. Such a terrible time for everyone and anyone who has family visiting Lisbon will be worrying until they can get through to them and know that they are ok.
Now we hear on the news about the diabetes cock up with the hospital checks being possibly incorrect. Well in my case I already have an appointment for the 9th of this month so can check this out then , and dont need to bother them now. But of course , every time something like this happens, it adds to patients anxiety and we have gone from almost a total belief that doctors can do no wrong and are to always believed in what they tell you, to a case now where with things like the internet, but also people who spread incorrect information for their own reasons, so that many people now do not trust what their doctors are telling them and prefer to look on the internet etc. The internet has proved absolutely brilliant for those very rare diseases where there is only a very few people in a country with the same problem, and now you can connect all round the world and in this case it is brilliant that you can share information and find out what is happening in other places that may help you in your situation. It is right that the NHS admit mistakes and deal with them as quickly as possible, but it does add to worries for people who are already anxious and worried about their diagnosis.
Well the sun is coming out more here, and hope your trip to Bicester is a successful one Mick and you see friends. You will be lost for choice in your lunch box, trying to decide which bit to eat first! GrandMattie, how frustrating that your pc wouldnt go wrong when the engineer was there. Maddening when you cant make it happen, so fingers crossed it has righted itself and the fault doesnt reoccur once the engineer has left!! I can understand how the unexpected flowers made you cry. When you are under a lot of stress, the simplest unexpected thing can catch you out. But well done you that you are getting together and will be ready to wipe the floor with the wretched nonmanager of your place. It is good that he is going to be apprehensive about your meeting. You have all had to put up with a lot more feelings of fury and worry and annoyance over his lack of efforts on your behalf. It is also good that other places supposedly helped by this firm are getting their act together. It will send a clear message that you have all had enough and they wont get away with it any longer. For once the power of the press will help you achieve your goal instead of just writing inaccurate and poor articles about such things. More power to your elbow and go get them!! Bellas nana hope all goes well for your hair cut and the boys are not too bored. Can you find out if at least the road sign could be moved past your window? It seems ludicrous to have it right outside the window and I expect someone just stuck a pin in the map and said put it there, rather than even considering where the windows were in the houses. I am reminded of that old song that Bernard Cribbins sang about "there I was , digging this hole , hole in the ground etc etc and the man saying "dont dig it there , dig it elsewhere " Do you remember it ? I shall be humming that all day now. and the moral of the song was that he buried the man in the hole!!
Well I wish all GN's a happy day and may you all have a chance meeting with an old friend and have the luxury of leaving the jobs and enjoying their company. Here I intend to be grateful for whatever weather I get. Sunny and I down tools inside and try and get a few plants planted. Raining I shall be inside battling on with the clearing of the dresser with good coffe to cheer me on. Winner, winner, chicken dinner as gthe children used to say!