Good morning all from a cloudy Glasgow, where it is 13°C.and cloudy
Baubles, I used to hate sports day. Because I did not have class, I was the impartial judge. There was always some parent, who wanted to lynch me, because their wean hadn't won.
FGT, you sound more positive. ♥️
Melanie, why are men such wimps. I had to laugh, I know his twin.
Yesterday was not a good day. DH is experiencing side effects from his new meds, he was extremely dizzy and spent much of the day sleeping and feeling sorry for himself..
After braving the traffic and handing in his samples, I went into the garden to hide.
Late in the afternoon, he received a call from the surgery about his tests.
I could hear him saying, that I handed them in at 10am.
He hadn't put the call on speaker phone and was getting all muddled, because he couldn't hear.
Eventually I took the phone from him, only to be told he (read she) needs to pick up a new test, the use by date on the test had expired.
I was fuming, explaining that the GP took the test from a drawer in her room and handed it to him personally..
I suggested they check her stock!
My plan today was to selfishly escape to Silverburn, go to MS foodhall and browse their sale. Nae luck.
My stomach is churning at the thought of driving to the surgery for the fourth time this week and in the completely opposite direction to Silverburn.
I wrote a lengthy message to DS2 last night. DH had replied to both sons, saying he was fine, just a little dizzy,
My boys have no idea, how unwell he is. I lost the plot with DH. He is in total denial or doesn't remember how unkind, hurtful and irrational he has become.
I was trying to protect them, because they are very close to DH and knowing of his awful behaviour would hurt them badly. On the other hand, DD has had an epiphany. Thank God!
DS2 replied with a lovely message, saying that they were grateful for how I am taking care of DH, even if he isn't!!
However, I cannot do this on my own anymore.
He hasn't even noticed how unwell I am.
My friend messaged yesterday, to tell me that his sister, on life support, had died. She had exactly the same bowel ops as DIL, and like DIL developed sepsis, but had initially did not seek help, until it was too late. 😪
I realised how lucky DIL is.
Sorry for the I am sorry for myself post, I just need to offload,
I will be fine, now I have got it off my chest.
I am going to reward myself, by buying something, I don't need in M&S sale. That will be my carer's allowance payment. 🤭