Good morning Michael and all GN's on a very dark, still morning in North Yorkshire. Well I say good morning, which I hope it is for all of you. I am more of a "Morning everyone" as good does not relate to my morning or last night either!
I am now definitely into my lecturers start of the year mode, which is very good for me mentally. I return to the organised and efficient attitude that I used to have , and wonder if it will ever return, when I get into that doubting phase and cant make simple decisions of even what to cook!
That would be good news , if I only now had the physical capacity and energy to carry out my wishes !! I could even accept that I would need to ask for help from whoever , but the great thing is that back in my organising mode, I am very polite, but make it very clear that if I ask for help for something , that is what I mean. I have determined my intentions and actions, and no one need bother trying to get me to change my mind , or their usual drip drip of negativity that you get from those younger than you, who think you should sit in a corner and of course at 81 I am totally ridiculous deciding what needs to be planted where as this is longer term planning for the next 5 years, not 6 months. Blooming cheeky people say things like "is it worth doing such and such" and " well you wont see any fruit for at least 3 years" implying that as I am likely to stop breathing any time soon it is a waste of time and money!! I intend to live until I die.
I believe in that saying that you plant a tree for your grandchildren!! My little contribution to the world has been for many years, that I choose to remember dear friends and relations by giving a tree in their memory when they die. or to celebrate things like my parents ruby wedding. I support the Woodland Trust and like to think that this is a small token to represent those I love and to pay a little back for what we have taken from the world. So there are some with very precious memories. My first granddaughter , who I never forget, who died at 3 days old. She would have been 30 now if she had lived. and for me , that tree will be there as her memory long after I am gone, So here I am mentally raring to go , full of plans and wondering why I hadnt done this and that before now.
So what is the problem? Oh yes, never mind the things that I cant actually do myself right now, but between my wretched back, the b..... cellulitis, and of course , dont lets forget the lack of sleep, and I am adding a cough to the collection of disturbances too, so actually the rather scary bit is that I took the second lot of antibiotics and was very careful to keep to the directions, no alcohol etc etc put my leg up on a cushion (but not to sew a fine seam!) yet here I flipping am again. Having finished the second course of antibiotics, I am rather concerned to see the d.... leg swollen and red and itchy AGAIN! Naturally it is choosing to be worse on a saturday, when my surgery and the doctor who has been treating me are not available, and the chemist is also shut. Nothing for it but to ring the on call doctor and be guided by their views. I want to just ignore it and get out for goodness sake and get some fresh air etc. But I really dont want to make things worse, and although more medication is the last thing I want, if they say I should get more, I want to sort it this morning. With this if I leave it until monday morning to do anything it might have wasted all my efforts to improve. But I can feel a tightness in my skin , higher up than before and know that I cant ignore it. Gnash Gnash!
Well however late we get off, I had promised my friend who wasnt well enough to come to the show with me a trip out, and was looking at the map to decide where we might go. The choice today is not just what is happening round about but think the coast will be very busy, as families make the most of the last bit of the holidays, and round here there is the big cycle race, with roads closed and restricted and definitely we need to avoid swaledale and wensleydale if we are not watching the race, so when I have finished this post and got showered and dressed, I am going to look to see where we might go to avoid all the hold ups etc. Had thought of going to Harlow Carr , but the race will affect some of the roads on the way there so put that aside for another day.
Of course there is plenty to do here, but never let it be said that any jobs should get in the way of making the most of every lovely autumn day. So long as the kitchen and bathroom are kept cleaned and sorted, that I and my clothes likewise, such orderly jobs as going through paperwork, answering boring letters or tidying my creative mess, they can all go hang and my mother would thing what a slutty thing I was closing the door on the mess and ignoring it!!
Please join my society for the putting off jobs in favour of doing something much nicer, It would help me to ignore that sense of my mother standing close to my shoulder tutting ! My father used to joke that he would die happy if there was only £5 left in his bank, that he owed the government taxes, had drunk all the good whisky and that there were a pile of outstanding jobs he had not finished, whilst having had a great game of bridge that day! I definitely intend to follow in his footsteps, with bargain plants bought and planted, wonderful concerts just heard, having hopefully managed to drive up to my beloved place in Swaledale, and sat looking through my binoculars at the curlews with of course a great china mug full of a lovely fresh coffee, the thoughts of neglected sewing and unhoovered carpets not bothering me one iota, and leaving someone else to do the sorting, while I take my last breath in the best place in my world! Ah well that is getting a little sober for this time of day.
On towards Bach before 7, looking at the map, checking picnic basket etc etc. The timing will be decided by when the dr can see me and how my friend is feeling this morning. At the least we shall go by back routes up to the moor and sit enjoying the heather and the birds , Then with radio three to cheer us on our way we shall see where the car takes us to. Sadly the cost of fuel going up is going to curtail some of my journeys, but not today.
Yesterday was still struggling a lot, but I did manage to get the washing in early and get the duvet out on the line and drying well, I ended up deciding to go and have "afternoon tea" at Strikes , for my late lunch , which only starts at 2,30pm (the dentists particular time!) and having bought my D@S paper went down there, and it was a bit later in the afternoon so I had a choice of tables and was able to do a Hyacinth Bouquet impression - although without the hat - and sat in splendour, eating lovely fresh sandwiches and a beautiful fresh scone, whilst being served more fresh coffee as and when I wanted it. It actually was a great afternoon. I sat at my leisure enjoying the food, and looking around at the various items for sale, inside the building, but through the windows to the plants of course. When I had finished my meal I took a very slow wander round all the plants outside, naturally looking at the bargain basement first, but also I wandered up and down the roses section, where they had a good selection of David Austin roses and a variety of shrub, climbing, and rambler roses. I am thinking of putting a wigwam style trellis in the centre of a border and putting a rose through it. As the soil isnt very deep there, I am considering something like Rambling Rector, or Pauls Himalayan Musk. The idea is that these are very vigorous plants and the less appropriate the soil is , this will stop the rose from going mad and flowering everywhere but give me an point to lead towards . Well I havent totally decided or I may put in Getrude Jeyckl rose, a lovely perfume.
So it is time to sally forth and get the Yorkshire Post and a couple of bits from the market, so yellow peril at the ready with bicycle bell poised to clear my way. Hope you enjoy the racing Mick. Glad you managed to stay dry GrandMattie and fingers crossed for the miracle to occur and they make a good job of the painting etc. I think you should take photos of the scaffolding etc etc, as no doubt your camera has a date time stamp to show when it was taken. So you could take some photos and then in the future you can lay them out day to day to show how well (NOT) they have been doing with it. You might catch a few shots of the one man doing a poor job of it, watched by two others doing nothing!! More power to your elbow.! Hmm I was just thinking Perhaps we could organise a Rent a Gransnet Crowd post, where other members could tell us of the poor work and attempted ignoring of us all, and we could send a flying group of GN's to the scene. Thinking of a more belligerent crowd than the Yarn Bombers.!
Well the daylight is improving, still very calm , no wind, no cat, no squirrel today. Time to put what plans I have into action, fingers crossed for sorting out of flipping cellulitis, and the rain to pour down in any area I am not currently visiting!!
Wishing you all a successful day, whether meeting friends and families or getting to that satisfactory state where you have bottomed out and sorted a room and can trust it to remain tidy for more than five minutes. Definitely time to catch up with news and views from old friends who have been off on granny duties or dog sitting. When things have settled down a little, can we try and have a meet up or two somewhere? Maybe not the most elegant of surroundings but I thought we could take over a mway service cafe, just to make an easy place to get together , when we could then decamp to somewhere a bit more salubrius" Ah well I can dream cant I? I wonder if we did that if we would look at people and say Ah that must be Bellasnana or madeleine etc.
Well of course, if we are too busy this year, how about putting it into our diaries for 5 years time!!! Have a good day everyone