Am about to blow my top!!!
Can I come out of my cell and express my deep frustration ?????
Whilst in this lockdown and shielded there are not that many "pleasures" to our life,as many of you know only too well, but we have hitherto in the main carried on, grateful for all we have and of course always ever hopeful for some better days.
Our garden is our one release as well as essential to keep my dear one moving,this time last year he was wheelchair bound and at Christmas so was I .....again.However I have used all my strengths and will to keep us both out walking,come wind or shine thgrough those two half hourly walks round and around our garden paths.There are 2 seats that we can use when the going gets a bit tough!!!
About 2 thirds of these flats have small terraces that they can garden,eat or sit in,unfortunately we do not have one.
We are therefore more than grateful to the fact we have this garden that has allowed us to stretch and strenghen our limbs, plus enjoying the copious fresh air along with vital doses of vitamin D!
This morning at an early hour we were disturbed by first a van appearing in our secluded from the public garden,quickly followed by another and a third.
Next thing our garden seat is being heaved high and removed to firmly block the entrance to our delightful terrace............. thus both stopping all us residents the ability to use either garden or terrace.
We had been warned at the onset of the year that new electrics to the garden were being introduced, and yes then in the first truly warm week... and the beginning of summertime...... they choose to do this work.It is a 3 week job.
So we are gardenless for that period of time.
With my wobbles nearing the surface as time goes by, this truly has brought me to the verge of tears.The last straw one could say.I never cry as a rule but with all that is happening and my fear for each new month,so unsure of our ,if any,future, this has truly brought me to the edge.
It is imperitive my beloved continues his daily exercise as his legs are so very weak,and only by constant small amounts of walking has he got thus far.
He, just like myself, loves the outside and being denied both in this beautiful weather beggars belief and of course, in amidst this difficult time.
Yes I am fully aware we are very fortunate in many instances and am always saying so,for indeed many families have gone without any outside space for months and I have always felt deeply for them.
Now it seems we too are going to be subject to the same .........and I dread to think what it will do to my dear husband`s ever frail mobility and my sanity?
Also well worth remembering we do pay handsomely for the privilage of having this flat and the garden facilities.
Thank you for allowing me to have my "blow out"Sorry for being such a misery.