I felt the same. They are not the most easy things to comfortably wear. I have been wearing one indoors just to get me used to the feeling of “suffocation” and desensitise myself to the rising panic. It is working and along with saying, Calm, calm, calm, in my head I feel a lot more confident. I successfully went to a large diy shop this morning and pulled it from my face when down an unoccupied aisle, returning it to safe position when people appeared. As most of us do not want to be locked in forever, afraid to go out, wearing masks is something we must overcome and learn to live with.