100% with you Dorsetcupcake (apart from your praise of me ). I don't think I'm particularly resilient, although I think I've faced up to reality and tried to work out positive solutions, not least financially.
I get a bit fed up with the gaslighting about mental health by people, some of whom have probably never bothered about mental health ever, but it's an extra weapon in their armoury to oppose lockdowns.
Over the last nine months, I have only left my house to go to the pharmacy, doctor and dentist. I have spoken to my son and my neighbour face to face - and that's it. My small business collapsed and I get no help from the government. If I really were negative, that would all have got to me by now, but I haven't let it.
I don't watch TV and have only seen snippets of any briefings. I can't stand Johnson's voice (with his stupid hyperboles, superlatives and emphasis on random words) and forced myself to watch his last briefing. I rarely read any of the main stream media (apart from finding out what nonsense they're peddling), but do read selected media, including foreign online press, watch Independent Sage's weekly meeting and follow up references in respected journals.
Other than that, I keep myself surprisingly busy with hobbies and Zoom chats.
Like most other people, I was looking forward to being vaccinated some time next year, which would have reduced my personal risk, but I cannot trust one single promise this government makes.