Alegrias, I wrote a very long post, detailing my experiences of the last year. I withdrew it, because it was too raw and it would look as if I was over dramatising. Unless you, personally have experienced what I have experienced, you don't have any conception.
I will give you one example. Admitted five weeks ago with a heart attack, there was no bed for me in Coronary care. I was moved to a ward, as an interim measure, to free up a room in A&E. The first thing the nurse in charge said was, Shielding, we can't shield you! You are safer in your own bed. So I was sent sent home after a heart attack, when I should have spent four nights in Coronary Care, like the last time, I had a heart attack.
That is one miniscule example of how my health has been compromised.
I could have filled a page with what I have experienced.
I am resilient and stoic, never complained and did everything I was asked to do to save the NHS. but I have witnessed first hand, the shambles and staff at breaking point.
I kept my side of the bargain, unfortunately it wasn't two way.
I'm not sorry for myself, I am angry, very angry!