Why oh! Why does everything seemingly happen to us?
It is more than a little tedious.
Yesterday whilst a Doctor treating my dear man in Hospital phoned, querying one of his medications he let slip my man had fallen.
It was as if a firework had gone off in my head.
I was dumbfounded.
After all the many months I have cared for him,mainly single handedly,he has never had such as a "near miss" because I fear so much of a fracture apart from all else.
Of course I truly went off on one,questioning non stop.
He offered to go and find all the facts...... which he did when `phoning back.
He had been examined from top to toe,there were no injuries,bruises or the like.
However I simply could not settle and although still strict "No visiting" I quickly changed, deternindly setting off towards the bus stop rather a distance away.
This `bus took me to the Hospital some 7/8 miles away.
On arrival and inquiring about visiting (despite the numerous signs) saying that my husband had fallen,and already a seriously sick man, so I needed to see him.
There were a lot of barriers ........but I was on a mission.
When asked to come to Sister`s Office near to the Ward I did not hesitate.
On meeting me and giving me a full account,I think the Sister realised I would not rest until I saw my man with my own eyes.................so I was allowed a 5 minute visit ........with curtains hiding me from view of others.
What joy.......and utter relief to see him there,unscathed and looking a whole lot better than the very frail man that left our home a few days earlier.
Yippee!! We had an hour and a half together,locked in our own little world!!
As for the fall,my dear man was equally responsable I have to say,he believes he is far stronger and able than he really is........at home I can curb this,but of course I cannot always be there.
It was another trip home on the `bus plus a longish walk...........the first time on a bus for some 50 years but good practise for my future for sure.
Today I am more than happy to rest,I am absolutely worn out!!!
It is wet and miserable outdoors too so I am in the best place.
As for my emotions..............I wish I knew how to control them.