Thank you for all of your kind comments and support.
BazingaGranny, he was my husband's dog, and is bossy. If I locked him in a bedroom he'd be scratching at the door and barking. I can't lock him in the garden either, especially with the grass seeds out there at the moment - more weeding waiting for me. I have to put him in the car when I hoover as he tries to kill it. Since my husband died I have spoilt him. I am very glad to have him as I am nervous at night here.
I think my grief is making me overreact to everything, yesterday's incident was ridiculous really and I am glad my son accepted my apology. It's year three now and the reality of being alone really frightens me. I am also feeling very stressed with having my house on the market as I don't know where to move to. I wasn't feeling 100% yesterday either as I'd overdone it lugging huge branches around the day before.
None of this would have happened if I'd put my dog in the car, I always do when I have had to viewings, and he's perfectly happy. I can't understand why I didn't.
Lesson learnt, bright and breezy next time!
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