My daughter has cut me off and she won't tell me why.
She won't answer texts from me or answer the phone.
I wake up each morning feeling sick; she is in contact with her siblings as if nothing has happened.
I feel like I have been erased.
My husband is much more optimistic than me, he thinks she will come round at some point. I think she may, with him, but I fear she won't with me. Hoping feels so painful. The scenario I fear is that she will be in contact with everyone but me.
I am keeping busy but my life feels hollow, to be rejected by your own child is excruciating and I cannot stop thinking about it.
She also insinuates that I am mentally ill.
It's an accusation that is very hard to fight against as it has no basis in reality.
I have offered to speak, to talk to a counsellor, to try and sort things out, but her siblings tell me she see's no point in trying. She also won't tell me what I've done.
This is so traumatic, I just love her so much.
I feel so alone. I don't know anyone else who is going through this. It has been 6 months.
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