I have been a granny to Martha for 9 weeks and I have never felt love like it before. It is different from the love I feel for her mum, my daughter, or my son or my husband. I am on the verge of becoming obsessed with her. My relationship with my own parents is not good - to the point that they don't know of Martha's existence. I am feeling too happy and I worry that something is going to happen to stop me seeing my beautiful granddaughter. At the moment I see her most days but my daughter is becoming more confident and I feel so sad on the days we don't meet up. My daughter is married to a lovely man and I am so happy for them. Can anyone help me?