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Alea Sun 26-Jun-16 08:14:51

Read this on FB and found it very moving

Nobody saw you nobody at all

at 3am when
they woke again.

Nobody saw you
picking up the peas,
wiping up the beans,
emptying the laundry basket,
taking out the bins

and again.

Nobody saw the crust of toast
that fell out of your bra when you got undressed at night,
such a glamorous life

being mum

wiping noses
washing faces
trying to stay calm.

(for fuckssake)

Nobody saw you
when you were so bored of playing princess ninja pirate turtles
but you said, ‘ok,
just five more minutes,
just one more time,
just one more go,
just one more round’

and then said it again ten minutes later.

Nobody saw you
holding the toddler who wouldn’t be put down
but also wouldn’t go in the buggy
but also wanted to walk but only in the opposite direction
and ‘oh look!
a stick/discarded lolly/dog poo/pebble/cigarette butt/the sky!’

Nobody saw you holding the sick bucket in the night
or on the way back from school
nobody saw you holding a jacket,
a rucksack, a book bag, a sunhat,
a scooter, the baby, a half-eaten apple
and an art project made out of three cereal boxes taped together
and covered in glitter glue,

holding soft little hands at bed time,
holding angry little bodies still kicking and shouting,

holding it together,
holding on,

holding a hungry little head
to a boob as hard as concrete
in those early days
of chaos.

Nobody saw you winding the bobbin up
and winding it back again
and pointing to the ceiling
and pointing to the floor
and pointing to the window
and pointing to the door.

Nobody saw you when it was raining again
and the kids were sick
and you didn’t leave the house for three days.

Nobody saw that.

Nobody saw how many times you watched ‘The Gruffalo,’
on the third day,
how many times you read about what happened to igglepiggle’s blanket
or the one about the inappropriate pets
sent by the zoo.

Nobody saw you in the car
when you dropped the baby off for the first time
when you promised yourself you wouldn’t
but you cried all the way home
all the same.

Nobody saw when you were empty
but you gave something
but you made something
but you thought of a game
but you said sorry to a little face
for being cross, for snapping again.

I haven’t seen you for a while
we haven’t chatted for too long
but I when I see those lovely pictures of your kids
you post sometimes

I feel like I am seeing you,

the mum behind the kids
behind the babies
and the bumps
and the toddlers smiling into the camera

I see the wipes and the nappies and the games and the songs
I see the snot and the poo and the tantrums and the kisses
I see you putting little arms
into little cardigans
and brushing tiny teeth.

(whilst being kicked in the face)

Nobody sees all of the things that you do
all of the ways that you manage
and with questions like,
‘So when are you going back to work?’
You can end up feeling like one of the hardest jobs
you have or will ever have done
is simply reduced to dossing around at home.

Nobody sees you sometimes
but you are building something
that will never be torn down
a love that cannot be removed

and sometimes it is boring
and sometimes it is the worst
and sometimes you have never been happier

Nobody saw how much you gave
every day
every night
every 5am
every 5pm
every moment.

Have I ever told you
that I think
you are such a wonderful Mum?

Indinana Sun 26-Jun-16 08:58:19

That is wonderful Alea

Greenfinch Sun 26-Jun-16 08:58:22

Lovely and so true.Thank goodness we are given so much energy when we are young.

ninathenana Sun 26-Jun-16 09:00:28

Like that smile
It brought back lots of memories.

thatbags Sun 26-Jun-16 09:02:01


baubles Sun 26-Jun-16 09:04:45

Love it. smile

LullyDully Sun 26-Jun-16 09:19:29

Gave me a tear in my eye...soft old thing.

oldgoat Sun 26-Jun-16 09:24:23

Thanks for posting this lovely poem alea
Feeling tired and emotional just now so it made me cry.

italiangirl Sun 26-Jun-16 09:42:41

That's lovely.

Jalima Sun 26-Jun-16 09:43:37

Lovely Alea
I feel tearful too

But Somebody saw, Somebody was there when all this happened - and how wonderful that that Somebody or Somebodies remember!

Even if they are far away

nanaK54 Sun 26-Jun-16 09:45:50

Very moving

WilmaKnickersfit Sun 26-Jun-16 09:49:08

Yes, it's very moving.

jinglbellsfrocks Sun 26-Jun-16 09:51:46

Fantastic poem.

(They saw it all though, and it went deep into their psyche. smile)

Nonnie1 Sun 26-Jun-16 10:19:22

When you see a young mother walking to school with her children and a pram, you know she has done a days work before you even got out of bed.

You don't appreciate that until you have walked a mile in a mother's shoes.

Nannylovesshopping Sun 26-Jun-16 10:21:48

How lucky we are as mums to have done all these things, lovely poem

Indinana Sun 26-Jun-16 13:57:55

I just read this out to my DH and never thought I'd struggle. But I did, near the end. I could hardly read it for the tears and the tightness in my throat. (DH loved it, by the way, and didn't think me daft at all for getting emotional smile)

PRINTMISS Sun 26-Jun-16 16:26:36

What a great poem to share. Thank you.

Judthepud2 Sun 26-Jun-16 22:07:01

Just shared this with DD1 who at the moment is in that very place with her 3 young children. I want her to know that her mum sees.

Badenkate Sun 26-Jun-16 22:57:04

Lovely Alea. Thank you

Bellanonna Sun 26-Jun-16 23:51:37

Copied it to my DD. I got tearful too.

annodomini Mon 27-Jun-16 18:28:49

I love that too, Alea. It took me back to those early years that seemed to go on for ever and now feel like a moment of time.

RusticP65 Mon 27-Jun-16 20:50:36

Reading this has made me smile and cry.....such lovely very true....thank you thank you

Alea Mon 27-Jun-16 20:57:37

Also sent it to DD who said"Thanks Mum but too long to read with 3 little ones to look after" hmm
Can't win sad

emmasnan Mon 27-Jun-16 21:33:16

Thank you for posting this, it brought back many memories. It's easy to forget how wonderful but how hard those early days were.

Judthepud2 Tue 28-Jun-16 10:17:47

My DD1 has 3 small children to look after too Alea and her response was: "Exactly!". In spite of all that, and on practically no sleep (her youngest 2 don't believe in it!) she is also working from home as a film editor 😣