Dear Summersky, I really empathise with you. My only GC (my daughter cannot have any more children) is now of school age and lives 300 miles away in the area where my SIL works, grew up and where he still has many friends as well as his parents. This means that the other grandparents are the baby sitters, are the ones to be called on in a crisis, and the ones who provide the 'second home'
to help out my daughter/SIL when they go away for the weekend for a special occasion.
I have a good relationship with my daughter. She brings my GC over for several days twice a year - and we go to theirs for Christmas as SIL does not want to travel (though we always have to share Christmas with the other grandparents). However, it is still hurtful that I have in six years only looked after GC on my own for a total of three hours.
I have considered things carefully, but do not on balance think it would be a good idea at this stage to leave my life here where I am active and involved in the community and have good friends. Also, GC does really love our area, (where there is a lot going on for children) as well as coming to visit us! and is old enough to look forward to visits now. So things are a little bit easier. I do go to visit my daughter and family when they have a window in their diary - but I still grieve very much that I have missed out on GC's babyhood.
I do understand how you feel - though it is early days for you, and maybe you can talk about your worries to your family ahead of time, so you can sort out an arrangement that suits you all.
A very nice young couple with small children have recently moved to our area for work reasons. They are now hundreds of miles away from their own parents. Without wishing to step on anyone else's toes, have tentatively offered a bit of help and practical support from time to time - which so far has been gratefully received. Early days yet - but it is nice to feel useful, even though they are not my grandchildren!
Q. Has anyone else done the same? and has that worked for them?