For the last week there have been signs of progress with a reasonably good day followed by others that I would rather forget. But I wanted (with some trepidation) to report back that for the first time in 14 weeks I have had 2 good days in a row; and that today I went out to lunch with 2 of my DDs and their children, and all went well.
I hardly dare say this, and feel I might be tempting fate - but I do seem to be getting somewhere at long last. I feel a bit dopey at times, as I get used to the treatment, but my OH says "better sleepy than weepy" - he is right of course.
Your support has been so crucial to me - and I ask now that you keep your fingers - and anything else - crossed for me!