Thanks to everyone for your comments and support once again. I do feel I have done nothing but come on here this year to get help with one problem or another. I was sitting on the toilet yesterday, crying and shouting out when is it all going to stop? I was on my own at the time.
I've took the tablets given to me but the flow has not stopped a great deal and the clots are still coming away. The doctor did say it would take a couple of days for them to work properly though. I've hardly slept so feel shattered. Son still being an arse. He has booked his accommodation at University for 40 weeks so that he could have come home in the summer next year. I phoned the uni today and asked them if he could stay for the summer and he can, so he can do this instead. I can't live like this anymore, with someone there but not, if you know what I mean. I'm better alone really. Besides, with my health problems, I might need to move into a flat or bungalow to avoid the stairs in the future so I cannot really guarantee his room to be available all year. I might have to pay bedroom tax again until I move, but I'll deal with that.
I'm so glad my doggie is here. She has given me lots of cuddles today. I have also had support from the chemist who flew out some giant pads for me , have been texting a good friend for support, and have just remembered not to take my asprin tablet when it is sat in a glass waiting. It is amazing who is there for you when the chips are down compared to who should be there for you. My neighbour turning back yesterday from going to the seaside just to take care of me really was so kind of her, especially since we haven't even shared a cup of coffee yet! What a performance, seeing me, in my nightie, bare legs, bum probably hanging out, sat on the toilet, not being able to move and up to then all we had done was exchange pleasantries! Oh well, we're best mates now! And she brought me her DGD's nappy to use! The shame.
I am going seeing the doctor on Saturday (I know, they are doing weekend surgeries now), so will discuss all the things mentioned above then. I will write a list, thank you all.
Will this happen again?
I do wish that it was discussed more, either in schools or in life because I have had no idea apart from on here or the internet what would happen. I was going to go through the menopause, I haven't used the Pythagorus theorum ever! Or needed to recite Shakespeare. All very lovely, but life lessons would certainly help.
The doctor asked when my mum had gone through hers but, as she was an alcoholic and was unstable most days, I have no idea.
I was also asked if I could be pregnant! Not unless an angel has appeared at my window in the last month, no. I have not laid hands on a man for the last 10 years so that would have been a miracle but I know he had to check.
I hope I can get some sleep and that it starts to ease a bit. It's awful that we have to go through this step in life so messily, what with the other symptoms some of you have said. I wish all of you well, take care of yourselves, thanks again. lots of love. Xxx