Littleduck... so sorry you are going through such a tough time ... my heart goes out to you. As a doctor you you most probably have read reams of information about this ghastly problem? So many papers have been written that I believe this is probably a far more common complaint than people realise. Lots of theories contribute the start of BMS with the menopause.... what do you think? But yours seemed to start with a bad reaction to the asthma medication ? But I firmly believe that it is related to nerve damage.
It is such a shame that it hurts you to eat.... for me, it's all fine when I eat and drink... it's afterwards that sometimes it flares up badly.
It seems that yours comes and ebbs away a bit ... so hang on to the days when it's not so bad... and those days WILL become more frequent. I truly do understand how depressing this condition is... and very hard to tell anyone about it .
All of us here can understand the pain and frustration ... it will calm down ... please believe that . At the moment for you it is all consuming.. you probably can think of little else, and how foul it all is, but Littleduck please try to relax and distract yourself ...
Thinking of you 
Why do hospitals, most of whom have large catchment areas, make accessing them so difficult?
Is wealth inequality causing the big issues of our day?


and we have three children.