Hi 'Netters,
I'm scared.
I've noticed increasingly that when I am walking/trying to run uphill I get very breathless, my throat feels like it's closing up, I feel panicky and struggle to catch my breath. Same going up stairs sometimes.
OH says i've been like it since he's known me but I had a nasty 'attack' of it last summer, running to catch a little steam train with DGS, DD and SIL and felt really out of breath. 3 weeks ago, after listening to my chest, GP gave me puffers to see if they made a difference, but didn't offer x ray. Returned this week and it was a different GP. She looked at my legs and ankles (have mild odema but have had it for decades).. Referred me for xray. I asked if she was looking for COPD (I smoked when I was a student and then intermittently as a young adult when under stress but haven't for over 20 years ). She replied,'Yes, amongst other things.' I'm now really anxious. Googling COPD I now see myself with 5 years to live and it could be worse still - could equally be lung cancer. Please don't laugh: I am suffering a bit of a relapse of anxiety recently, and though I've been doing really well having a very good healthy diet for the last few years in particular, it could all be for nothing. I'm very overweight and have struggled with my weight for years. In addition, after my recent wrist fracture, a DEXA scan confirmed osteopenia in the spine (hips are fine) and GP said you cannot build bone again by exercise. That isn't quite what my research told me, but I'm going to try to find specific exercises to help my spine.
It#s the xray I'm worried about most though: will be away when I can phone for results and don't know if I should ruin my 3 day break with DH by being told I have COPD or cancer!
Sorry - just needed to vent and feeling a bit sorry for myself right now. And frightened.
Preston Davey, another baby P.
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