Down, down, Down......

Yes please speak to someone Sally and we are all here for you!

No thoughts from me other than that given above. Please speak to someone, sally, it will help. You’re important, please seek help.

SallyB392 you really do need to share your feelings with someone; I can understand you not wanting to worry your husband, can you not confide in a close and sympathetic friend? Just sharing it with someone should give you some relief. If you feel so low, and it's not surprising in these awful times, you really should consider contacting your CPN; they are professionals and best placed for you to get some help. You should contact them today, nip it in the bud, before it gets any worse. Take care

116123 - Samaritans' number. They are happy to talk - anytime. Please give them a ring - that is what they are there for.

Please talk to your husband. I have no words of wisdom but couldn't read and ignore your post.

Tell your husband, '*Sally*. Talking about it means you are not hugging it to yourself in solitude. He is your best comfort and support - and who knows, he may feel the same but not want to worry you . Instead of being alone the pair of you could support each other and together find ways of making this time bearable.

And your CPN is there for just this situation - they have so much experience of others in the same boat. Get support!