Thank you so much for putting trust in us. Depression is very often associated with body chemicals and under stress (like isolating) the chemical issues worsen. They are very treatable and you might find yourself feeling better very soon. Talk to your CPN immediately. Your husband may be able to help too. I have been through this years ago. Churchill called it his Black Dog". Be willing to let those around you help. We are here if you just need a listening ear.
Anger management!!! Help needed.