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Panic Anxiety Depression Breakdown

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sallyyyy Tue 18-Apr-23 21:31:18

I hope it’s ok to post this. I don’t want to upset anyone.
Would really appreciate support / advice.
I have taken a low dose tricyclic antidepressant for many years and have been well for the last 12 years. (Before that every time I tried to come off I crashed down so stopped trying to withdraw even slowly.)
I had been on the current dose for two years and had no intention of reducing further but about 3 weeks ago out of the blue I started having severe panic / anxiety and I’m now very low. I am in the process of increasing the AD back to a full dose.
I am unrecognisable from the person I was a few weeks ago.
Constant panic. Very low. Have lost a lot of weight.
I am very frightened that I’ll never get well again.
GP aware. Has given me some diazepam although not sure if should take.
Last time this happened was 13 years ago and it took a number of months to settle but then was very well for a number of years.
I’m worried that the increase won’t work this time because it’s the 3rd time I’ve gone back up on this medication.

VioletSky Tue 18-Apr-23 21:39:22

Please have a full MOT

Full bloods, get your thyroid function checked

Being hyperthyroid sent my anxiety and depression off the charts

It's always good to rule out physical causes of sudden changes

Norah Tue 18-Apr-23 21:41:07

I'm so sorry. flowers flowers flowers

Disclaimer: I'm ignorant on this topic (and may others).

I think I'd take diazepam GP gave, for a week or so, check my symptoms and call GP back with results/questions.

Whatever you decide, be safe, choose happy, and call GP again.

sallyyyy Tue 18-Apr-23 21:43:21

Thank you for replies.
(I have had all blood tests and thyroid etc ok.)

sallyyyy Tue 18-Apr-23 21:44:57

Life had been very busy (although no more than usual) and I also needed to increase my blood pressure medication.
I wonder if my dose just wasn’t high enough when I came under stress.

Wyllow3 Tue 18-Apr-23 21:45:44

sallyyyy I've been on and off quite a number of MH drugs over time including the one you are on, and upping the dose is a good idea: (and helps, but will take some time to kick in)

Diazepam is good for short term coping - but without wanting to probe too much, do you know what was the trigger for this quite sudden panic attack/breakdown? Does it fit into a pattern you recognise from the past?

You are always welcome on Black Dog, also in the "Health" section.

VioletSky Tue 18-Apr-23 22:20:53

Glad you have been checked over

It does sound like these tablets work well for you and lowering the dose does not. If you have a chemical imbalance then the right dose to balance it is right

Are there any risks or downsides to them?

Wyllow3 Tue 18-Apr-23 22:28:19

sallyyyy

Life had been very busy (although no more than usual) and I also needed to increase my blood pressure medication.
I wonder if my dose just wasn’t high enough when I came under stress.

That makes sense sallyyyy - there was a stressful trigger, the trouble is one doesn't always spot it in time!

Kate1949 Tue 18-Apr-23 22:49:23

I'm sorry you are going through this sallyyyy. It is hell. I hope you get some help and feel better soon.

crazyH Tue 18-Apr-23 23:09:19

sallyyyy
So sorry to hear you are struggling. See your GP asap.

sallyyyy Tue 18-Apr-23 23:15:35

Thank you everyone I have found the black dog thread.
(I have spoken to my GP.)

sallyyyy Tue 18-Apr-23 23:17:09

Ironically the stress I had recently was nothing like as serious as I have had over the last few years but I was on a slightly higher dose then (only a little bit higher) but I don’t know if that made a difference.

maddyone Tue 18-Apr-23 23:50:00

I’ve had to increase/decrease my meds too sally. I think it’s all just part of the horrible condition of depression. I can be well on a low dose for a long time and then something sets it off and I gradually go down again. It either takes an increase in medication, which takes a few weeks to kick in, or it takes sitting it out for a few months. If I was you, I’d increase the medication again.

sallyyyy Tue 18-Apr-23 23:54:16

Thank you Maddyone. I have started increasing the medication a few days ago. It’s interesting you say it took a while to kick in. Last time I needed to do it it took a really long time

Redhead56 Wed 19-Apr-23 00:10:24

Have you been offered counselling if not push for it. I know mental health services are stretched but you do need support. You do sound in control of your emotions and you can cope but extra support is essential.
I hope you stay here and get advice and support to back up professional help you get. Never feel too proud to ask for support and you will get it here.

sallyyyy Wed 19-Apr-23 16:16:28

I am off work at the moment but my employer does offer counselling. I will definitely call if I can just start to feel a bit stronger. Counselling has always been a strange one for me because the problems just hit out of the blue and when I’m fine I’m completely fine if that makes sense. I did see a counsellor some time ago and they always says they thought it was a ‘chemical’ thing with me.

Kate1949 Wed 19-Apr-23 17:18:30

I find that's often the way with anxiety sallyyyy. I get through all the trauma and then when things settle down, I am in trouble.

sallyyyy Wed 19-Apr-23 22:01:17

That’s really interesting Kate

Wyllow3 Wed 19-Apr-23 22:33:13

Kate1949

I find that's often the way with anxiety sallyyyy. I get through all the trauma and then when things settle down, I am in trouble.

Snap, without too much detail, I divorced my coercive abusive husband and all the drama was last year. Held up pretty well through it - then....

Kate1949 Thu 20-Apr-23 10:02:38

Wyllow flowers Sorry you went through that. I've been through all sorts of horrors and got through it. Everything is reasonably OK now but I am in a constant state of awful anxiety. I suppose I'm waiting for the next awful thing.

Wyllow3 Thu 20-Apr-23 19:09:37

" I suppose I'm waiting for the next awful thing." One does rather Kate flowers I am lucky I do have counselling support. And meds do help so I now have no problems taking the, If I were diabetic, I would: if I had a heart condition, I would: pragmatic about a number of years. Most importantly we can have conversations about stuff like this these days not possible just a few years ago because of fears of being labelled.
I used to be able to make big decisions with if not total confidence but the ability to carry them through, but certainly ballsed up with the Ex, so very wary about good judgement.

Kate1949 Thu 20-Apr-23 23:41:27

Good advice Wyllow. I feel a bit beyond help really.