Thank you all so much for your support, I am so glad I have you to talk to. My daughter is very upset I am selling the house, and doubly upset the price is so low, but I have told her of my fear of running out of money. I still have to pay the stone mason £1200 plus, and he's only doing a repair. I can only save about £100 per month at a pinch from my pension, these big chunks are coming from my husband's savings and are going down very fast. I have to weigh up the repairs I'll face if I stay longer, which are only going to increase as time goes on - since my survey in March 2018 the house has definitely deteriorated. I have decided on my rock bottom price, which the house was valued at ten years ago for our remortgage, when we borrowed another £100K to convert the waiting rooms. Saying all this, I believe he is going to offer something daft that I will have to refuse.
I have now been looking at different counties for over a month, and today decided I'm going to stay in Northumberland, and just travel the world from here. I've felt scared looking at new areas and being completely alone there. I've looked at all of your suggestions and will go on short breaks there, thank you everyone for helping me. There is a monkey sanctuary in Wareham I'd like to volunteer at, but the area is now out of my price range.
Originally I couldn't bear to see someone else living here and wanted to go as far away as possible, but that feeling has gone now, I can't wait to leave the house and the worry it causes me and no longer care. My best friend of forty years, who has a partner, will call me mad as I have moaned to her about it up here for twenty years, but she is also having trouble finding somewhere to wants to 'retire'. The last house she offered on was built on the River Wyele in Wilton - flood risk is so great, I'm glad she withdrew.
I know I haven't appreciated what I have here, and would be foolish to leave an area with so many lovely people, the beach, my fantastic dentist, the vets, local railway station, bus station etc. I can buy a new build in the local town for around £300K, still take my dog to the beach every day, and when I no longer have chimneys falling off to worry about, can start going to yoga and having a lot more fun. When I get my bus pass in four years the bus station will be a walk away. With my shopping trolley - I think they are great, why do people struggle with huge bags!
Phew, I feel exhausted, do you? Ha ha, off to the shops in the dark, I love my driving glasses!