A subject dear to my heart! I do laugh when people accuse me of having a 50's mindset when I voice my opinion that being a mother at home is the most fulfilling job in the world! I laugh because I am a 50's child, raised by a mother who was about 70 years ahead of her time. She wanted to work, and since my dad wanted her t stay home, she divorced him and raised me on her own -- with the help of Granny and Aunties of course!
I can only say that growing up with a working mother made me determined that when I had children I would enjoy them, love them, never get bored by them, and stay with them as much as possible when they are small, and that's the way it was.
I wonder how much of the "babies are so boring" message is instilled in us and how much is natural? If we hear that message as young girls again and again of COURSE it will come to pass. We practically brainwash them into finding motherhood unfulfilling and menial.
I hated seeing so little of my mother. I hated that she never cooked for me, that she wasn't there at lunchtime, that her job was more important that I was. How I envied my friends whose homes had a strong motherly heart, someone who would be there, strong and nourishing, for them. I almost bled for such a home!
Instead my mother would always talk derogatorily of mothers who stayed home "among the pots and pans", and insinuated that she was better than they. My mother was one of the first feminists in my country and her name is a household one:: she was a very active person in political life and did a tremendous amount for the women of my country. But somehow she lacked something, and I was the only one who knew. I did love her dearly, but could never get as close to her as I would have wished, and I think this is because she could not bond with a baby. It does leave footprints on the soul. Before she died, however, we talked about it and came to a good conclusion.
I am really glad I had my children in Germany, where mothers (or fathers) who stay home get a very good family tax bracket, so that they don't lose out financially. It must be awful to HAVE to work (in fact, for my first child I did work after he was six months, but only part time.)
But we must be careful not to create a whole new dogma to replace the old one, in which women think they MUST work in order to not be bored. Babies are NOT boring, They are experiencing the most incredible adventure: every second for them is new and exciting and full of promise, and if we could only tune into them we would not be bored even an instant. Mothering CAN be learned -- but not when we tell mothers they are stupid for finding their little ones fascinating. Yes, there are times when it is tedious and wearying but which job is always perfect?
Well, mine are now grown up and I am a grandmother. I actually took more than 20 years off work finally, and went back when I was in my fifties. It was just fine -- yes, I earned less than if I had worked all through those years, but the years with by little ones can never be replaced, and really, I am seeing right now how terribly boring it is at work -- I'm a social worker, which should be interesting, but isn't. I can't wait to retire next year.
Sorry this post is so long, especially for someone who hardly ever posts here (though I did write a blog post over a year ago!)