There's nothing I can do but carry on but I no longer want to be responsible for the cats my daughter brought into our lives!
It's nearly 20 years since the first 2 cats were brought into my life by my ex-husband and my daughter without consulting me first. 13 years ago my daughter volunteered at a local cat rescue centre and gave me a sob story of a cat that couldn't be rehomed and then about 10 years ago she asked if we could look after her friend's cat while they were having work done on their house... the cat never went back to its owner but instead became pregnant, TWICE! We found homes for all but 1 (a blind cat) from the first litter and all but 3 of the 2nd litter.
My daughter did do her share of looking after the cats, feeding them, changing their water and taking the poo out of the litter tray.
My daughter left home 5 years ago and has since got married and had 2 children so I am left looking after 4 cats I do not love, do not like and do not want! Don't get me wrong, I don't neglect them, I buy them 2 giant sacks of Iams every 3 months or so. I pay for any vet bills needed and the bloody flea treatment (although I don't think Frontline works anymore!)
I find myself trying to work out how much longer they might live for to see how long it'll be until I can go on holiday without getting someone in to feed them.
My daughter can't/won't take any of the cats because of my son-in-law's asthma. I'm fed up of the cat hair and chasing them off the kitchen worktops. When my daughter visits with my 3 year old granddaughter, the little one wants to find all the cats and stroke them.
Yes, I have thought about taking them to the Blue Cross and pretending I'd found them but my conscience won't allow it. I'm not a bad person and they will be looked after by me until they pass away, I just wanted to vent my frustration of having to take care of pets that I've never wanted!
As I said, there's nothing I can do but carry on looking after them, I'm just fed up of it!
I've got another 'keen'... Ouch!