I'm ashamed to say that our two dogs post Covid-19 lockdown, who just LOVE to run on the local greens in ordinary times, have only been out once in almost 6 months now! Why? Because our youngest lad, who's very social, seems to have forgotten EVERYTHING he'd learned in his 4 year pre Covid-19 life. Seems he's forgotten his name outside our garden too!
About 6 weeks ago, we took our two out, unleashed them as we used to do for years and whoosh..... and young Thomas was G-O-N-E.... I resorted to prayer to stop him before a main-ish type road loomed close and Divine intervention or not, a man who knew him intercepted him just in time. I had such a physical and mental meltdown I've developed a phobia about taking them out. I enter a true panic at the thought and due to health problems I really don't think my heart can take what becomes one long continuous beat as my heart beats so fast, with breathlessness and feelings of doom impending. I just don't know how to overcome this now? My life's joy used to be seeing our two running free, tongues lagging amongst a big doggy grin! Has anyone else's developed either doggy deafness and/or personal phobias post Covid-19??? I long for those "ordinary" seemingly effortless pre Covid-19 days again. For those of us with mental insecurities and physical challenges life seems too difficult to navigate if like me, they've worsened. And I'm SO lonely for female company having left Australia, old friends and familiar happenings ten years ago. This on top of it is what feels like "the very last straw". Sorry this isn't more up-building but I'm feeling pretty darn fragile.