greatnan, I have been coming back to this thread time and time again, but have only just managed to post.
The reason for my reticence is that, yes, I'm one of those on here who has lost a child, but also I am in your position, but from the opposite side. (I was so reluctant to post, as I felt it might look like a "poor me, on 2 counts" type thing.)
My Mother has completely cut me out since around 2003, I truly have no idea why, there was no row, no falling out etc. I really thought that when my son died, that might have been the bridge that brought us back together, but no, when I plucked up courage to ring her, and said, crying "Mum, I've lost my boy" She replied "Yes, but you still have a husband, which I don't"
When my stepfather was ill and then dying, (and after he died) I ran myself ragged trying to be wth her, hold down a full time job, and look after my own family, blah blah blah (in fact, even before that she ruled a lot of my life, i.e. I would take a days holiday to go shopping with her, as she insisted that I be with her to choose clothes for her holiday etc.
Sorry, can't go into this now (not that many might want want me to!) as I must go through to the sitting room to spend some time with DH
I struggle to understand why my mother has behaved this way.
Sorry, I didn't want to appear a two time misery, I really have a lot to feel good about, please refer to "He's a gem" to see how much I have to be thankfull for!