I only found out he was single again through popping onto Facebook, not been on for over two years and don't do it regular at all, but a friend died and I wanted to see the comments left. Obviously I stalked the ex and saw he was single.
I have moved house, he doesn't know where to, I am under a different name on facebook, my phone number has changed since last I saw him. So probably short of hiring a private detective, he was on a long shot.
Anyway, after thinking about it today, I agree with you all. He had the chance to not cheat on me, not once but twice in the five years, so I would be a fool to let him have the chance to do any sort of hurt again. We did laugh a lot, got on like a house on fire but he did cheat. But it is time to move on, find some new friends to play out with. I am having a hard time thinking of DS leaving, only two weeks now. Why is being a parent so hard?
I want to feel alive like I did when I was with my ex. I have felt nothing inside in the last few years and it would be great to feel myself tingling again, if you know what I mean. But with someone new eh? Maybe that's the way to go. It's just not that often you come across someone who just gets you. Talking myself round in circles. I did send him a message to tell him about the mutual friend dying so see if he does reply. Even if he does, I still have the option to say no thank you. And I will if I feel it is the right thing to do for myself. I have to think of and for myself now.
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