Hi Old Batty - wow, some of this could be me.
I really want to drop the resentment I feel around my ninety plus mother, now living in a care home. And the other posters - yep our mum did the divide and rule triangulation between myself and my two brothers.
My mum, having sold her house, so with a hefty bank balance is now planning to give her grandson money to pay off debts - tuition fees, soopah doopah wedding and honeymoon. And to throw in a deposit for buying a flat (in her eyes are first grandchild emojis).
Yep, I’m feeling bitter, he’s ‘natch not my son, but the only grandson. There are four granddaughters, of which I have
two, but “ the girls will be alright because they’ll get rich husbands” .
It’s as if my mum who is very fond of her grandson is asking my permission for her to “lend” him money. And to facilitate it - help with the paperwork.
Both my mum and myself agree he is unlikely to pay it back.
So Batty, yep, feels like we can love them, our mothers, but our capacity to trigger those old resentments around the past spring up with a new trigger again and again.
Good luck with today - take the long view, and yep, a hefty swig of red,
Cheers!