in my experience jealousy is a good indication of what you want ! If you are imagining all sorts of sexy behaviours with beautiful women , you are hurting yourself, you may need to look at how honest or fulfilled you are in that dept. Be sexy, accept your own beauty , own up to it, don’t hide your beauty under a bush. Flirt with your husband, get a hair do, etc. Also you just gave up a job where you had a full blown sense of self - who are you now? You may need to look at your sense of identity , who are you now? A writer, traveller, researcher, painter, photographer? You’ve reached an existential crossroads , life changed, maybe you didn’t catch up with or process the change yet but are in the process. That’s enough to give anyone bit of anxiety! I wouldn’t take meds until I was being carted off. Anything that balances hormones helps. I’d ask GP about investigating hormones because lack of testosterone can make you depressed the flip side of which is anxiety . Those hormones are really something !!! Mine drove me bonkers !! ( not literally ) Your husband didn’t stay with you 50 years by accident and he sounds like a lovely faithful contented chap.
Fruit flies - help needed please.
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Have any of you got all electric cars? Pros and cons please.