As Voltaire said, if god did not exist it would be necessary to invent him. He/she/it doesn't, and people did. The idea of a loving supreme being is very comforting, faced with the complexities of the universe. The ancient gods of Rome, Egypt, etc. were not thought to be necessarily benign, so the message of Christianity must have been very welcome. At last, a god who did not share the failings of humans and was willing to forgive all wrongdoings.
I don't feel any special awe about the way things are, which does not mean I don't get great pleasure out of a piece of music, a beautiful view or the love of my family.
There are an infinite number of ways in which the world could have developed - what we have is simply the one that happened.
It is not magical, just physics , chemistry and biology.
I am a happy atheist, I don't feel that I am obliged to apologise for my lack of belief, nor do I criticise anybody else who wants/needs to believe.
I do enjoy an informed discussion.