I'll end my contribution to this thread with a quote from Dawkins' 'The God Delusion':-
The God of the Old Testament is arguably the most unpleasant character in all fiction: jealous and proud of it; a petty, unjust, unforgiving control-freak; a vindictive, bloodthirsty ethnic cleanser; a misogynistic, homophobic, racist, infanticidal, genocidal, filicidal, pestilential, megalomaniacal, sadomasochistic, capriciously malevolent bully. (p. 31)
I want nothing to do with this so-called god. I guess I first started to question when I read about Abraham and his son Isaac, Abraham being willing to murder his son. I was a child, and utterly disgusted and horrified. My nature is to question and I always did, until I rejected the lot.
Deliberately closing your mind is the only way to accept the bible. My mind is to important to me to close it down.