Do I miss church? Yes and no. I stopped going to church. Church was community, a north star, friends, ritual, spiritual cleansing. I felt grounded.
I myself, raised Lutheran (parochial school) and a Methodist for the last 45 yrs ceased going to church 20 yrs ago - that was because of my work at the time.
The reason many have stopped going to church is because the doctrine has changed from the Bible scriptures to the messengers bringing politics into the sanctuary. Politics don’t belong there.
The Christian faith in SOME churches (Southern Baptists) are practicing white nationalism worship, and following an idol named Trump. They even bring guns to church. Those churches are full every Sunday.
Other church denominations are splitting over other political issues (same sex marriage, LGBTQ…) There's so much unrest in the Christian church right now - that’s why church attendance is plummeting in the US. People are being turned off. Smaller congregations are barely hanging on.
The MAGA movement is a cult-faith of its own and why this country is divided. Families are divided, friendships are divided, workplaces are strained.
As far as when to go to worship? I do it on my own time, privately, quietly, gently. My family and friends are united - we are so
grateful to be together in grace and spirit and have each other.