Your question is confusing. On your desktop there was an icon. It was either the file itself or a short to the file which was somewhere else (in "My Documents" maybe?).
If it was a shortcut, then the file might still be somewhere. Do you know what the file itself was called. Something like qwerty.doc? Iif you do know what it was called you can get XP to search for it
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