Aww, don’t go...just have some time off! Put GN in a drawer for a while, and bring it out when you’re ready?. I know what you mean, it’s been a strange year full of upheaval, and many of us feel totally deflated. Perhaps just ‘ lurk’ for a while, which is what I did before venturing out into posting, or just look at the funny ones, like the one running at the moment where people are sharing funny things they’ve overheard?. Perhaps we could start our own! If you still want to leave.... I think you have to email GN direct. All the best whatever you decide?