Give yourself a little time Nanamar before making a decision. No reason why you should not move somewhere you would be happier, just don't base everything on your family. Look for somewhere where you will be able to take part in things and where shops, libraries etc are accessible. Sometimes it's good to make a fresh start, I wish you well whatever you decide.
Passports not in the drawer I always keep them in. Turning the place upside down.