Ginny42 quite often we have to grieve the loss of a bad parent, sometimes it happens on estrangement and sometimes it happens on their passing. Thats because we grieve the parent we should have had. We grieve the loss of what we needed. What every child needs.
Parenting is the most important job out there and it comes with little training and inherant skill sets vary. All parents know what constitutes a good parent though. Most bad parents deny being bad ones however and are very good at hiding it and this damages the ability of wider family, people in authority and anyone else in the child's life recognising abuse or neglect.
When we look at films and movies etc, often when a bad parent is portrayed it's the extreme. Yes they exist but parenting is a spectrum, not good and obviously bad only.
So we have to grieve the idea that society sells of good parents despite the fact that our parents ignored it.
We have to face the people who say "you only have one mother/father" and "they will be gone one day" and "it's wrong of you to deny your children of family" from people who didnt even know our parents but they cannot understand in the face of an ideology that parents are all "doing their best".
The truth is that not all parents are doing their best. Not all parents are being accountable for all the ways they barely tried let alone didn't do their best. Relationships are breaking down because of it.
There are support groups online with hundreds of thousands of adult children struggling to come to terms with bad parenting, abusive parenting, neglectful parenting and the real harm that has done to them.
These are only the adult children who have not coped with abuse, bad parenting or neglect by calling it "normal" and going on to abuse, be a pad parent or neglect their own children.
Estranged children like me are the most frowned apon, the most questioned, the most ignored, sneered at and invalidated but we are the ones trying to not repeat the same mistakes with our own children anyway.
Does anyone know what an emotional affair is?
How will you stop the strikes?
Last weekend, in Rutland, the first statue in Britain of the late Elizabeth II was unveiled.