I am not lost but have been called away to a family emergency,am backwards and forwards to Essex at the moment as my son is in hospital after being badly bitten by two fighting staffs ( his own ) and now awaits micro surgery today to repair his hand and arm,unfortunately Kerry has been in hospital as she is I'll with her CF,we are in the midst of getting E cared for ,and our dog and other related problems....believe I wish I was locked in the shed at the moment preferably with a large bottle of wine ...will try and keep in touch but am likely to be harassed for the next week or so we are having the debate at the moment about the dogs being destroyed..... Unfortunately not my decision..it would be yes but other parties are getting involved in laws......ggggrrrrhhhh....love you all take carexxxxxxxxx