Hello my name is Paula and I have come on here to talk to someone.
I am at a scarey point in my life, having been married to my husband for 21 years., I have lost feelings for him, I no longer see his clothes around and get a happy feeling, I no longer waite for the sound of the front door and happy that he is home. I no longer have anything to say to him, I now get bored in his presence, I feel anger towaards him, thinking back on the life that we have had, he was a bit selfish and spent no time with me or our children.
I feel very sad to be feeling this way at my time of life.
I have told him all of this and he just thinks I am just being horrible to him, but I cant help the way I feel, I truly wish I did not feel this way
He said that worse things could happen and I should just realise this and not split up.
But I feel empty and always always sad, I have considered ending it all but I just could not put my children through that.
Thank you for reading my post
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