Why on earth are there all these threads about mother in laws and new babies I simply don’t understand this need to be there and involved from hour zero Why on earth be devastated because you didn’t hear as soon as the baby was born, your son was too emotional meeting HIS ( not your) new baby and obviously so overtaken he didn’t think of anything but that He needed to have time to bond
If you are going to be jealous of the ‘other’ family who live round the corner you will have a lot of disappointing moments I m afraid You are mentally pushing far too much, first by changing your job, then changing your work hours all in expectation of being ‘needed’ Did anyone ask you to change these things ?
I think you must calm down I can totally understand your excitement but if you expect to be number one now you will be so disappointed A daughter will always naturally turn to her own Mum and that’s exactly how it will always be and should be, if she is wise she will start to include you too BUT be aware you could push her away if you are so incistant
It sounds as if you have seen the baby so just enjoy what time you do get and my bet is it will all increase in time
Don’t spoil this wonderful new little life with your own upsets
Forgetting where you left your keys does not mean you are “losing it”