Well there are the big obvious ones like being alone and having to do everything alone after spending best part of your life being with him
But then there are the little things too like you always have to make your own tea, and your own diner when, before you could say, could I have a cup of tea please just like you would do for him if he needed a cup of tea
It's about adjusting... To making your own tea and the rest
But I am feeling better now, when I first came to gransnet for some much needed support I was in a bad way and every single post that I received helped me I literally felt your arms pull me off of the ground that I felt I had hit
So that was more than I received from some family members
I don't feel that saying thank you is enough and wish I could treat each end everyone that helped me to a lovely full three course meal!! (chance would be a fine thing with all this nonsense going on at the moment)
So grateful thank you for picking me up when I was very down and putting back to I can function mode x x
