Maw beautiful words 7 years and I bet you haven't found your grief has eased . But the love you shared is as strong as ever and loving and being so loved by the one person who completed you is so special. As I had said many times grief is the heavy price we pay for such love . But we are the lucky ones we found the other half of ourselves. Some people live their whole lives and never have that .
I hope you can think of all the love you shared and all the daft things he did and even though you will most likely shed a few tears thinking about him will make you smile . ๐
Iโm sitting here in tears now. Just been looking at. Photo of my beloved and I miss him so much. His beautiful face and smile just for me. So hard isnโt it. ๐บ
My thoughts are with all of you who have suffered this devastating loss ๐น๐น๐น๐น๐น๐น๐น 71 now and unfortunately, I have never found a love like that so not to beโฆ.
Yes Doodle, it really is hard. Iโm mid two year anniversaries and finding the theory about how challenging this particular anniversary can be, is correct. I still wake with first thoughts about his absence. Iโm blessed with family and friends so canโt say Iโm lonely but I am alone. I miss the living companionship, so many shared as well as separate interests. I canโt imagine a time when I donโt miss him as I try to build a good life (when i. Truth I preferred my old one)
I remember saying to my son a couple of years after his dad died how long did you think grief will last he said probably 20 years . Getting ever closer to 21 years since my darling man died and the grief has gotten worse just learnt to cope but it can still overwhelm me so I have a good cry . I still think have to tell N about what happened. But then remember he can't answer me but still tell him as I still talk out loud to him everyday.
Had my youngest grandson on Saturday for 3 hours . After he washed before putting his pjs on he ran around naked with my hobbling after him . He will be 4 in a couple of weeks . But it made me smile as a picture of my husband naked apart from his socks jumping on our bed popped into my head Nothing worse than a grown man just in his socks . Funny enough when he was terminal his feet where the only part of him that wasn't freezing cold all the time . Hope some remember the silly things our other halves did that drove us mad but still made us smile or laugh. ๐