For most of my adult life I wouldn't leave the house without wearing make up; then, after having blepharitis [sp] and being told by my doctor I could no longer wear eye make up I stopped bothering; even going to work without make up. imo if I can't wear eye make up there's no point wearing any. Then, a couple of years later I started wearing eye make up again and my eyes were fine. That doctor has no idea how upset I'd been by what he'd told me
. I've realised though that, although I like the invisibility of not bothering with make up the lack of effort on my appearance is actually dragging me down a bit, so I'm going to start wearing it again most days. I mean, even the dreaded 'celebs' look awful in these 'caught off guard' photos. I stayed up half the night watching the Sandy Denny tribute concert on BBC4; I'd seen it at the theatre and thought I'd enjoy it more watching in comfort at home, but I found it very boring. I then watched the following programme about Fairport Convention which I've seen before but can happily watch over and over again. What made both programmes more interesting was that I'd met Ashley Hutchings and his son, Blair Dunlop the week before at our village hall, so seeing Blair in the concert and his dad in the Fairport programme was given an added interest. I usually have one dodgy knee at any given time but for the past few days they have both been playing up; this is making me feel wretched to say the least...I've always joked about them 'both going at the same time' and, voila, here we are. It's making me [as is obvious] put off doing all the weekend jobs that need doing. And we're having a totally new computer system at work which sounds terrifying, as I've only just got my head round the old system. I'm terribly grumpy today, and the S.O. has arrived to walk the dog..I shouldn't complain but I'd really like to be able to walk the dog myself; I'd did try, tactfully to ask if I could have the house to myself this weekend but it fell on deaf ears. I know it's awful of me, expecially with so many of us being on our own [I had several years of that when the marriage broke up], but can anyone understand that sometimes I just want some solitude. Apologies; end of whinge, which I'm only doing as a procrastination technique....