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Movedalot Fri 25-Jan-13 11:59:07

DH is getting ready to go and see DS1 and go to a football match with him tonight. He will stay overnight and get to play with our grandsons then come home in time to take me to a concert tomorrow night. Nothing wrong with any of that but he is usually my sounding board but if I say anything he won't go.

I am so fed up with the pain from my lower back getting worse and not better. I am in a minority of one in thinking it is nothing to do with my spine but is something abdominal. If I stand up for even 15 minutes it hurts so badly and the only way to stop it is to lie down but I can't spend my life on the sofa! It sometimes even hurts just from sitting down. I don't think it is my spine as movement has no effect on it at all and I can lift heavy things without it making any difference. Being vertical is the only cause! There are no sharp pains, just acute lower back pain and what feels like period pain.

We have to drive for an hour to get to the concert tomorrow night and then I will have to get straight out of the car and into the hall and sit down immediately. I am not sure I will even be able to manage the journey there, let alone sit there all evening and then come home.

I don't want to moan to friends or family as I am such rotten company at the moment that I don't want to see anyone but I am no good at bottling things up so need to get it out somehow. Sorry to anyone who has read this far.

I have an appointment to see the doc again on Monday afternoon and the physio I know and will see privately is away until Monday so I don't think there is anything I can do but sit here feeling terrible.

Fortunately I don't have any chocolate, biscuits or anything else unhealthy in the house!

I doubt it is life threatenting and know that many of you have really terrible things to cope with but that just doesn't seem to be any consolation at the moment. So sorry, not usuually a whinger.

Bruha Sat 26-Jan-13 12:59:47

Kidney Stones hmm

so sorry about the pain

soop Sat 26-Jan-13 13:28:01

Movedalot Snap!...I have 23 gallstones [like wee pyramids] in a jar. Don't know where the gall bladder went...but go it did. Strange how the pain mimics a heart attack. Started somewhere between the shoulder blades and shifted like an agonising tight band around my chest. Doc came out on three late night visits to give me morphine, after which, surgery put pay to the pain. I shall be relieved when you have been to see your GP. Take care.

Movedalot Sat 26-Jan-13 14:12:21

soop I didn't count mine but they look like stones you could pick up on the street. I beleive some are really pretty but not mine. So glad when it was all over and no issues with eating since which i think some people do have. I understand kidney stones are just as painful. Yes, I'm looking forward to seeing the doc on Monday. Thanks

kittylester Sat 26-Jan-13 14:46:45

Movedalot I've just caught up - sorry about your pain. Stay where you are tonight rather than going out and let us know what the doctor says. flowers

NfkDumpling Sat 26-Jan-13 18:15:02

Fibroids?!

Movedalot Sun 27-Jan-13 13:32:03

Nfk I think you may well be right as I was told years ago that I had them but I refused a hysteratctomy at the time because I have had so many operations. Lots of things I have been ignoring for ages might explain that so I'm going to suggest it to the doc tomorrow. The only thing is, I thought they shrank after the menopause?

glassortwo Sun 27-Jan-13 13:57:56

move just get yourself to the doctors tomorrow and get it sorted its gone on for long enough!!!!

Movedalot Sun 27-Jan-13 14:03:35

Will do glass - watch this space!

glassortwo Mon 28-Jan-13 11:07:11

move have you phoned the DR ?????

Movedalot Mon 28-Jan-13 11:15:29

Oh glass that is so kind of you to show you care. Yes, my appointment is at 3.30pm. I'm not very good at 'making a fuss' so am trying to get into the right mood to show how much pain I'm in. It must be very difficult for a doc. to know what each person means by a lot of pain. For some it will be nothing much and for others very serious, I have to find a way of making him understand how debilitating it is. I have been thinking about things I have been ignoring for some time which are probably relevant so am going to list these as well. DH is coming with me for back-up. He has to drive me anyway as I wouldn't be safe.

Thank you so much.

grannyactivist Mon 28-Jan-13 11:20:30

Moved I know exactly what you mean. I'm hopeless at 'showing' how much pain I'm in. I once collapsed after leaving a GP's surgery and needed hospital care; my doctor later asked me why I hadn't told him how poorly I was. I had - he just didn't get it. My current doctor knows me very well and takes what I say very seriously.
I do hope you can convey to your GP how much you're suffering and that you really do need your doctor to investigate until there is an accurate diagnosis. In the meantime; flowers

Ana Mon 28-Jan-13 11:24:08

And I do hope he can give you something suitable for the extreme pain while any investigations and treatments are being decided upon - you can't go on like this! sad

jeni Mon 28-Jan-13 11:34:13

The 1-10 scale is quite good! The 1= no pain. The 10 is the worst pain you can imagine!
Let us know how you get on!

janeainsworth Mon 28-Jan-13 11:37:46

Moved a useful way of describing your pain is on a scale of 1 to 10.
i.e., it's your scale and no-one else's.
It sounds to me as though you're up there on the 8 or 9, get the doc to see this and prescribe you something appropriate.
Do hope you get sorted.

soop Mon 28-Jan-13 11:39:42

Thinking of you, Moved smile

Movedalot Mon 28-Jan-13 12:39:51

Thanks everyone. The 1-10 is such a good idea and I hadn't thought of it so it will be a great help. I was thinking of telling his it is not as bad as gallstones but is as bad as chidbirth.

Ana Mon 28-Jan-13 12:41:26

Which he wouldn't know about anyway....hmm

Anne58 Mon 28-Jan-13 12:43:56

Glad to hear that you DH is going with you, perhaps he should also go in with you to the actual consultation? It might help if he says how bad you have been and how concerned he is.

janeainsworth Mon 28-Jan-13 13:04:09

Sorry jeni just got back from the shops and realised posts crossed.

Movedalot Mon 28-Jan-13 13:15:17

Phoenix yes, he is coming in with me and has plenty to say!

Anne58 Mon 28-Jan-13 13:20:36

Good!

Ceesnan Mon 28-Jan-13 13:25:11

Hope you get yourself sorted out today. Not trying to teach you how to suck eggs (yuk!) but I have found that it can be helpful if you can jot down things as you think about them, not putting this very well, but sort of bullet points to mention to your GP flowers

Movedalot Mon 28-Jan-13 13:27:55

Thanks Ceesnan I am happy for any and all suggestions as I am near to the end of my tether.

Movedalot Mon 28-Jan-13 16:36:04

Just come back from the doc's. He has given me co-codamol and wants me to have a scan and a blood test. The blood test will be done tomorrow but the NHS scan would take 2 -3 weeks and then presumably a wait for the results so he is arranging a private scan which will probably be on Wednesday and I will get the results there and then.

Anne58 Mon 28-Jan-13 16:38:16

At least he's doing something positive, thank goodness!